"give back"

Monday, October 1, 2007

i think i'm ultimately pissed off at u that my whole brain is like shit,
i cant even think straight anymore, i'm jus so fed up, why do u treat me this way?
i'm invisible to u when u so obviously saw me, and u jus walk right pass me,
u jus dont know how how how much it breaks my heart to see u, run off with someone else.
i guess at this point, i should focus on wad i'm supposed to and not be distracted.
but how can i not?
i tell myself, and i cant believe that i'm saying this but i guess, its better that we've over.
=( then i can cry all i want, and forget everything u gave me, and then we end here.
wad happened to watching lp together, and all the little excursions we had.
u're such a liar, i should have never fallen for u in the first place.

i will just have to live with it, this is life afterall wad can i do?
i can hold on tight to this and be miserable, or change my mind and be a happier person.
well, wad goes around comes around, if u decide to be shit, so be it.

xiao gui is so funneh, i think he's so cute to watch.
its good and a very smart strategy to watch dramas and feel sorry when u've trying to foget someone.
or a whole series of events thats happened so far.

i have loads to do, but i really dunno where to start.
oh kelly finally got a phone, hahah.
and we took photo of this girl with damn wierd hair, its fucking hilarious.
then i went into the train and saw this man with a plaster (BIG SQUARE WHITE) right smack in the middle of his forehead,
cant help it, i bet i looked so stupid giggling to myself.
oh shucks, slaps self.
i'm so glad my friends care, and i have people i can trust probably my whole life.

i'm goin now, and i figure that i'll start by forgetting you.

melody,
{6:19 AM}