Saturday, January 31, 2009

The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.


melody,
{3:00 AM}

Monday, January 26, 2009




"I think life's an irrational obsession. "
- Sean Penn


this,i would melt.


melody,
{3:15 AM}

Sunday, January 25, 2009






what hurts the most,
is being so close.
having so much to say,
but watching you walk away.


sometimes a hug is good enough.



melody,
{12:11 AM}

Saturday, January 24, 2009

when we get to heaven
some people will say
how we get to heaven
how we find our way
i reply with a little bit of anger
found my way as a crescent hockey player
living a life full of fun and danger
heeeeyyyy wad to say now
crescent hockey's on its way now
crescent hockey on its wwwwaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy now! 

i am wrong team song wrong mood. 



melody,
{3:11 AM}

Thursday, January 22, 2009

jus when i thought u had a chance,
you blew it again.
how?

seriously ah, this life is tiring ttm.
am so sick of everything, its time i stop hockey.
probably maybe maybe not probably not.


melody,
{1:25 AM}

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


seeing them makes me so happy.
besides that its sad life in school. (exceptions aside)

its reallyreally depressing how some people treat others.
sometimes i wonder if i'm stupid.
seriously i am sad.


melody,
{3:30 AM}

Friday, January 9, 2009

eh seriously la i think my brain suffers from studying anorexia.
it refuses to take in any info please. hahah am so screwed up.
i would rather be studying bulimic because i get to puke out the knowledge onto my exam paper HAHAH!!!
kk seriously lame. sorry.
and jus for the record i do not suffer from a eating disorder at all.
like are u crazy. ZZZ.


melody,
{12:03 AM}

Thursday, January 8, 2009

AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I FINISHED ALL THE ECONS POSSIBLE IN less then one day hHEH.
how much i can remember and score is another prob :D
but i finished reading k neh sleep, accomplishment todally!

sostressedoutmotherfuckerrpapers.
knn. (*&^%$
hockey groupings are out, means its an indication to train hard!!
becauseeee seasooonnn isss startingggg, hehe want to win nottzxzxz ( hehe sarah and tasneem)

cheer up mandaaaa and hannwweeeiii
i'm sure we will work miracles although not studying for rpapers still manage to pass, HAHA
because we are too gooddd for anyythinggg,  :D:D kkk i duno wads got into me.

i got diarrhoea. sianzxz. lets get an mc for tmr rpapers :D

been thinking alot lately maybe i should drop lit (option 1)
because right there is 5 nabei books to read eh and i cant even read finish 1 (great ex) for my bloody promos how to finish 5 a few times each for my alevels siaaa.
its like digging my own grave fuck.
but on the lighter note, lit can bullshit and still make it.
buttttt ur level of bullshitting is the grade u get, and i think the most i can is like lets see B? or like A actually IFFF i want to cheong and be white hair HAHAH.
(option2)
i can drop history, totally makes me less stress x 10010232342354293489081230
because content is WOOSH OVA. so little international niazxzxzz.
kk shall not crap but seriously content load will be SO much lesser, will have breathing space. BUTTTTZX history is consperm can score as in like u get the format right jus copy paste and be brainless. 
however, loads of memory work. and melody does not have enough cells for that.
buttt i think if i really want to i can squeeze this big fat story bk into my little pea brain. 
jus for a while.

right now, i haven masta the format thats why ma fucked up rpaper history is gonna be like another flop.
seriously someone transplant a scholar brain to me, i slack like damn alot cant take it at this rate am gonna screw myself upside down for alevels and be a loser.

school's starting 2009 is FINALLY feeling like its starting, alevels coming, white hair growing. (actually not la because i so slack still white hair is damn damn sad)
but yea with school starting it jus means one thing. studying and stop slacking.
DAMN I HATE TO HEAR THAT.

i love to slack. shall sleep now.
hahah nah jus kidding. i got econs ZZZZ 


melody,
{8:28 PM}

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

hello blog long time no see.

meet my lian friend eStEeeZzXzx
this is so evidence omg.

estee says:
NitEz WoRzx
estee says:
LurBe Euuuiz VeRi MuChhIiiiiiEs'
-   Melody™(F)                      always says:
Hahahzxzx
estee says:
MuAckzX WoR zzx

LG life's good. 
too bad school's starting, and r papers too.
am quite screwed so better start studying hehe.
please tuition me!!! :D

i was supposed to blog about something lame but i forgot,
my memory is failing me, so i will blog when i remember
possibility probably like 0.0001%? HEHE. 

my new year resolution (that was alr broken a few times)
TO NOT DIAO PEOPLE!!  

ok next, shall concentrate on studying focus and stop being a slug.
omg la i am SO LAZYYY ( but neh mind my coussinznxzxzs is freaking lazier)
i am so getting all a. jus watch me. HAHAH.kk i better dun bullshit over.
anyways, finish hockey season well hopefully or we can be forever remembered as the batch.
that lost the a division title omg, instant loser ratings.
SPEND MORE TIME WITH NEGLECTED FRIENDS iamsohorridpleasestabmeandpulloutmyintestines kthatissuchasaddisticthoughtshallnotcontinue. ( ze gang crumps etc.)
MAKE SURE SIJING STOPS CHOMPING ON ICE. (help ma dying friend kk)

alrighty.




melody,
{2:22 AM}

ME.
MELODY
crescent
hockey.


spain.
portugal.
liverpool.
fernando torres.
ricardo quaresma.
amber pacific.
simple plan.
jesse mccartney.
daniel agger.
leeseunghyun.


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