my blog is SO boring that my eyes are closing when i read it,
bleh lousy content, i fail in life. ahhah.

some boybands just never ever grow up.
HAHAH.

maybe my pw should consider changing topics to modernisation of music AHHAH.
HAHAH WESTLIFE HAHAHH!!

against tj, we played better.
though theres always still room for improvement at least we're starting to show wad we're about yo!
feel like stabbing myself for all those wasted chances CI!!!!
the sun has been terribly near us lately, temp are going as high as 36 yikes.
which reminds me that i'll probably bbq in dubai.
no amount of sunblock seems to be helping my tanline, sighs.
theres this trip to thailand to help tsunami victims build houses, so tempted to go. its 10 to 15 june and it can be included in the top 3 achievements how cool is that peeps.
lets just all sign up, at least we can have sth on the list right.
(or else i think my achievements are gonna be repeated and boring to stare at)
today is ben and jerry's free cone day!
and i'm still wondering why WHYYY i didnt run into anyone of those fat pigs.
i'm quite sure they'll die die also want free ice cream.
i think estee, or someone commented that i need to get blood donations.
coz i fall too much = lose too much blood. - -; no comments friend.

and my motorola phone is now downgraded to my 2nd phone and i'm using my nokia 6220 again!
love it, at least it doesnt hang on me. the motorola is like absorbing my patience.
life sucks hate pw! and season jus makes me so lazy.
i swear my eyes are like @@ almost all of the time.

and to add, look at the movie theatres flooding with good movies to spend money on, sigh.
HOHOＩCAUGHTＡLEAFＴＯＤＡＹ．
(and i hate the com because it keeps switching lang from eng to chi to korean)

OH OH YES YES, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILIP!!
and ong, CHEER UP YES AHHAH (:

2nd game against mi yesterday, we won 1-0.
felt like bullshit (Still do), and its really so damn depressing because i think seriously even if we won, we played like noobs.totally.
so maybe its not a curse for my first game, and being sick for the seond isnt much of an excuse either, bottomline, i think i'm jus pretty much too off form. like totally some shacked piece of meat loittering around the pitch and fortunately getting some balls.(and picking balls).
mi was like over the moon, they cheered as if they had won the world cup.
if i were them, i think i would have done the same too.
maybe it was complacency or wad, but i think we all expected at least a 3-0??
all i need now is really, a nordin scolding.

slept through the whole of yesterday, every lecture/tutorial was like bedtime.
was really running a fever (how lucky,on tournament day) and felt damn sluggish because my head was so heavy. totally died sleeping in the treehouse and around school.heh.
now to think about it actually vj's quite cosy. sleeping isnt much of a problem,
but that aside, i think i should have focused more on the match then sleeping.
the "in the zone"/ season is here!!!! thing jus isnt getting to me. -stabs self.
oh and thank you everyone, (especially ong and yujie) who was exceptionally caring!hahah.
compared to my family who didnt even realise that i fainted/blacked out on the floor of my room for like 1 half/2hrs.
they thought i was sleeping, like hello. in what state of mind will i be so retarded to sleep on the floor when my bed is like less then 10 steps away. surely i cant be THAT tired??????!
plus the room light was on,lucky for me,my hand(MY HANDDD!)saved my head from a nasty bruise.
ah yes, and i ran into russell yesterday.
quite a pleasant surprise, seeing that i havent seen him in like a million years.
really a lucky coincidence i must say!

there aint premier games this week and next, time to recover and self reflect.
should probably do fitness and some psycho-ing.
oh, and i can hardly do anything with my hands.
kind of got some cut on the left wrist area yesterday which is strategically at the joints so its painful to move AND TOUCH WATER! hur.
and my right hand is classic.
my 3rd 4th and last finger still permanently numb from the hit/fall during training.
so, i cant write! like i have to grip the pen with the thumb and index only, which is so straining it'll jus numb the remaining two fingers i have in use.
plus i think its quite funny because every teacher that comes in stares at me (like when everyone is writing and i'm jus staring into space/ trying to move the pen but to no avail) and then they'll give this really shocked face when i say i cant write HAH. another reason why i'm not doing work and they cant do anything about it;D
damn, suddenly feel damn scared, what if i dun pass promos@?@????!!!
okay, i should stop slacking like seriously and try to do some work.

so many nice movies coming out yet again,
HAROLD AND KUMAR??!!!!!! OMG ITS M18 someone change it to NC16!
then theres made of honour and a few others worth watching for $6, students price, love it.
oh oh, i absolutely hate pw.
i'll be so grateful to everyone and anyone who offers me help yo.
so dizzy now, shall go get some sleep again. (sighs its mid day and wad am i doing)

i observe a new bruise to the collection!
got hit by the damn ball at my shin during match yesterday,lucky shit.
i've been getting injured everytime i play hockey, i think its a curse.
wells,maybe its a sign. hello season!

econs tmr, i better go look up on answers, hopefully a miracle pass will enlighten me, and make me take interest in the boring subject.
my brother's been going on about my mum being a "child blow air".
so ridiculous, he's totally killing my study plans.
child blow air = child brain but a bloated version because air is pumped into the body, meaning my mum is a child.
the nonsense he comes up with.

speaking of which i think i have like a major overdue piece to hand in tmr, wonder what'll happen,
school sucks!
and u know wad, i still prefer my old phone, so i'm using it now.
(i forsee like at least 10 people slamming their heads on the table after reading this because i got the motorola phone and still refuse to use it heh.)
woosh, time to sleep now, i'm lucky if i dun oversleep so i can wake up and do work yo. yikes.

my mum said i'm a very expensive kid, coz i feed excessively.
and then she added (in chinese): and look at ur black face, until now still the same.


-_____-" totally.
am i supposed to get more whitetning cream or something?

first adiv game against pj,we won 7-0.
we could have so trashed them more, and played better =\
i totally played like shit,cant even hit or whutever properly.
felt like some noob la kns. wad a way to start the season.
i think its a curse coz every first game of the season i'll somehow duno why play like shit then after that get a very good scolding from mr nordin and wake up.
but this season, i aint got him to scold me!
so hopefully i'll play better after self reflecting and complaining, bleh.
i think i complain too much, time to shut up.

at least i've got some things that i'm happy about,
met kelly the other day and we were like totally on a complain session.
saw the sa crescent hockers!!!! :DDDD
watched movie yesterday, and i think its actually more worth it then going for music fest.
"everything happens for a reason" HAH SO DOES MAN.
i dun get tickets and i heard the show wasnt that good heh,
our definitely maybe movie was probably much much mmore worth the cents.
and the heaven and earth green tea bottle i bought is SO EXPENSIVE.
it cost $2.80 okay, until now i'm still so sore about it, i can buy like 3 bottles at a mama store?! INFLATION!!! (OVER PRICING rather!) so gonna use the bottle as my water bottle for at least a week,
shit la, i'm so cheapo, cant take it. slaps self.

got match later!hopefully i dun screw up!
man. i look at my hw, and totally fainted for like 10hrs.
my pile is getting even larger, and with season, my time is shrinking in size.

i'm so sleepy now, will blog tmr.
a terrible game against pj, absolutely disasterous.
although we won, i'll seriously rather play well then anything else.
batting eyelids, goodnight.

seeing crystal lee, lavi and hani just make me happy!
i miss crescent hockers so much, and stupid wendy didnt even stay to see us, pffft.
and i need to make time to meet more same frequency cressies.
plus i still have like so many treats unclaimed :]

i feel quite like shit.
seriously carbo loading is overloading.
seeing the sight of free food = cannot resist = just eat.
sometimes the food i can stomach scares me.
I ATE LIKE 8 plus slices of bread??! plus plus noodles and fried rice etc.
freaks.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR ADIV!
which reminds me, i'm not the least feeling the mood?! yikes.

believe my luck, really.
even today! jus walking along the corridor of ccab i got hit by the ball.
the whole team plus a gazillion other people walked and nth happen, and me?! sigh.
i jus walk up the stairs and the ball(that they were kicking around to test the goalie) somehow found its way to glue to my foot again.
already totally fuming from jus waking up i swear i was totally blowing fire out my ears. suay like hell.
I'M NOT BAIKAH OKAY.
i jus walk slowly,slower.
its called enjoying life, taking life ONE SMALL STEP AT A TIME YO.
i'm sure liyuan understands the horror of walking fast too!

From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

i have 10000 overdue work to do! hurhur, catching up rather.
met lee lee today! hahah, and we sat at subway complaining for like god knows how long, heh.
season's coming! another reminder to probably stop slacking hur.
lee's still so funny,sat there to laugh until my stomach was giving way hahah.
all that racism and saddistic-ness is still there yo!
theres a game on thursday, our first. hopefully we start, and end well =)

premier game yesterday! was quite pleased though my feet were on the verge of breaking i swear. and that girl(?) had to jus jab my toe, it turned purple! hurhur.
my cousin jus came to spite me, he says " oh u should watch charlie bartlett, its not bad. and harold and kumar2 is really funny, wont miss it for the world." " oh oh and u know wad. i think the other boleyn girl is worth the money."
spare me. everything's hinting at me to go catch any random movie.
heh.
all i hope now, is for my work to magically complete itself.
and for movie tickets and timings to drop from the sky.
oh oh, and more leaves too.

wad shit is wrong with my mozilla firefox. i cant view youtube?!? stabs self.

support "idol gives back" k, seeerioussly.
so broke at the moment, i'll still stick to my good karma programme(since bdiv2006)
i will NOT reject any donations that come my way! i'll donate! hurhur.
i suddenly see the need to cut down on spending on food incase i ACCIDENTALLY run into these donations.

i think i can totally strike toto if i buy k.
i'm like lucky beyond words.
sengkang match, i got hit by the player!!! hurhur, another bruise to add onto my collection on my leg.
then i slipped so my whole foot was/is cracking shit.
my foot is so screwed, leukoplast is like my best friend.
then! i got this blister from god knows where which is like damn big and painful and i feel like dying now.
lastly, i hate nyp's pitch, its so painfully slippery and i scratched my knee. woots.
life sucks yo.

charlie bartlett, i'm so not fated to watch.
lets watch tv. sad life,
even harold&kumar2 is like m18 sighs, stabs self.
watching a movie before season seems totally impossible now.
coz, life's like shit! boohoo.

HAHAH i must say, our brainstorming session of change of clique name during econs lecture was so totally stomach achish and abs-building.
ong's suggestion, we'll be SAPA!
(i thought sapa was supposed to be like some chim chim initials of sth)
its, Sports And Performing Arts. HAHAHAH.
or we can be BW. bow wow. HOHO!

dubai, i got into the second flight, lottery.
we're leaving half hr later and arriving like 4hrs later because we have to fucking transit at jakarta. piss off shit.
lets jus hope emirates has nice facilities that i can abuse while i'm on the plane,

needa go pencil case cum bagpack cum wallet shopping hurhur.
season's in like few days! stresso.
recover feet!

i'm seerriously down with fever and flu every night,
absolutely so sick of homework too.
well, simply put, i'm sick, again.
season is in a week!
tragic.

listening to american idol season ????
the theme's inspirational songs, i dun watch idol, but i really think i'm inspired hahah.



(idol)FEVER is on.
hahah man, see the sickiness is really getting to me.
i think i should get some sleep.

"Would you catch me if I had to fall,
Would you even find the time for that at all"
why give up when u havent even tried.
well, lets not force fate shall we.

"Say what you wanna say
And be what you wanna be
Don't let yourself get all confused
Cause all you gotta be is you to make it
You'll make it

You know what you need to know
To go where you wanna go
No one can tell you what to do
Cause it's your life, it's up to you to make it
You'll make it "

i'm so inspirational right, i think i got more interesting (sing-song) quotes then the ones the people announce during assembly on some mornings ;D
new discovery yo, HOHO.

I WANNA GO FOR MUSIC FEST TOO :(

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
can't look away

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to have feelings
and look the other way

De toi à moi
Il y a des choses qui n's'expliquent pas
Tant elles se confondent
Tant elles sont profondes, légères à la fois
De toi à moi
Il y a je crois des mots qui n'osent pas
Des mots qui n'osent plus
Et si nos amours déçus semblaient savoir
De toi à moi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE MCCARTNEY!!

classic.
hahah i miss those days at central so so much.
i need entertainment!

i did homework!
and i fell asleep doing history yet again,
at this rate i think i'll never be able to even complete one of my 3 2000 words essays.
i'm so tired right now.

"u know for a sick person u sure have a monster appetite, so can u stop eating. u're eating practically everything i bought from ntuc today."

thank you all for the care and concern, i'm so touched (:

everybody's sick!
i hope u're feeling better too.
get well soon and take care yes?

my brother the happy monitor,
duno wth his class was thinking man, put him in charge?! its like total suicide la.
kids nowadays,


look at his tiny shin guards! i suddenly feel that my calves are like giants.
oh and check out what my mum said "no la! bigger calves are YI CHUAN! (hereditary), u see ur FATHER"S LEGS ALSO LIKE THAT" stabs self.
i DO NOT wanna have legs that look like my dad's!!?? i so DO NOT wan manly legs!
this is really suicide.
how comforting can talking to my mum be - - "



I BOUGHT IT!!!! U SHOULD TOO!!
support the prevention of aids (:
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sick at home today, kind of feverish and fluish.
been using up alot of tissue, and my nose is peeling, the horror.
my tissue box is disney princesses, but well that doesnt seem to make me feel better.
maybe a batman one would. hahah.
wanted to go school really, but i was really seeeriiiously sick and couldnt get out of bed.
lets hope my foot gets better too kay.
with adiv coming, this is surely the best life can get.
and one last thing, i think i should really stop eating, i've been chomping on like practically anything edible these few days.
metabolism at max! HURHUR.

i wanna watch charlie bartlett! (:

i'm so injury prone i cant take it.
maybe the ball just loves my shoes too much, so much that it gets attracted to it.
so now, i have double swollen foot(s). feet whutever.
and it looks like the ball just went right through my feet because i got hit on the same side?!
with adiv coming, my foot(S) better recover, hopefully it didnt get the bone.
now like that, which side am i supposed to put pressure on to walk!!!!!
OI(M((*)(@*)(*(@&(*#&^*%(MU(UM(D*J#MC)#(%)M_)-0)903902(*&*&^%#

click5 drew on my plaster yesterday, hahah
because i stupidly sliced my own finger when turning th page during gp,
sighs. i think i was really sleeping.
the sight of blood sure woke me up - -"

wtf is ur problem???????
i absolutely am so irritated by u right now.
i'll blog another time, before this turns into some complain session.

que pesadilla,
homework is piling at racing car speed. and its not like i dun do okay,
i jus work slower think slower then the elite. which in other words, mean i suck.
i'm so hungry now, which brings me to emphasise again that vj is so so so SOOOO expensive!!!
because why! i eat non stop = pocket money!! sighs.
sometimes i wish i can stomach really little food.

my new shin guards are really thin, and they've relatively feeling different from the pair i jus threw away (regrets).
at premier game the woman tried to jab at my feet area for the ball and instead i got whacked.
so now i have an aching foot and cut.
tmr's the last day i get to enjoy before fullscale training gets implemented,
hello exhaustion.

i really hope more people are in for the dubai trip!! i really wanna pay to enjoy.
for now majority of the pack looks dead, so i guess me and sijing can be partners for life and self entertain till we totally grow sick of it.

i miss the gang! go out soon okay, we have yet to eat our many many meals together.
i jus hope my schedule can stomach as much as i can eat.
and i absolutely miss jamie!!! and how we sing in class to annoy hahah.
oh man, THE KILL ):
theres no one to sing with me now hurhur,