ihola!
Que tal?
ah this sucks la, i duno how to put the correct alphabets so its quite difficult to make out wad i'm really saying in spanish, sucks.
pero claro de si, hablo usted espanol. XD
estroy abburido.
no tengo ninguna idea...como dice.. muchas de.. THINGS.
aiya i duno how to say la.
muy mal me espanol.
oh wells.
ima go use my korean pencil and study hahah.
been doing alot of things okay, but staying at home is so not productive.
my bro screams every alternate second and he refused to do his kumon hw.
he was jus telling me how his kumon teacher crushed his work and threw it away.
which is quite shocking, he's like wad 6??
god he's like some living disaster, pero igualmente XD
hablo espanol~~~
ichao!

ola,
i dun really feel like blogging today.
WE SAW NAT HO!! and i tell u so fated!! =D
at first downstairs of tiong then i was telling abigail(who ignored me thanks).
then after that he walked into griller! (where we were planning to eat)
so yupp, i sat next to him HAH,
but oh wells, then again how cute can he get - -
i like his hair, compliments to the stylist.

there was some misunderstanding, apparently we were supposed to meet kelly they all but there wasnt space at griller.
and the other places where we tried had like totally no place or like seats for two so we still couldnt sit.
sorry for making u all wait for nothing, stupid tiong why must it be so popular amongst locals!
pi ah, and i saw the two yellow rubber bungs who totally ruined my appetite and mood for the day.

there's this stupid person with an unknown bloody fucking number which is so ugly and irritating looking.
called me and talked in some low tone with a noisy background, u think i wad got super sonic hearing or u think ur voice damn low very hot.stop harrassing me la wapiang eh.
fucking hell, my phone bill come back bao zha u pay.

thank god i dun take chinese anymore, HAH.
no chinese for me tmr! i'ma learn spanish.
love whutever i bought today.
dun like rainy weathers, my freaking shoes are soaked.
oh have funxzxzxxxzzzz doing chi. good luck yo.(HAH YO.)

¡Buenas noches!
¿Hablas español? ¿Entiendes?
No tengo ninguna idea.

i absolutely love spanish =)
okay i admit that i love learning korean and português too,
its really exciting, te amo daniel! hhahah.
wad a time to love learning languages,
i swear after olevels i wanna go learn and then i can probably find a job as translator or some shit.
but then again, i jus wanna know how to understand so that i can watch my varity programs and listen and understand wad the shit they are bullshitting about,
hahah, or else whenever i hear ft's interviews i'm absolutely clueless.
and when i see my rq swear i dunno wad he's swearing.

today is emaths paper and english.
totally no comments, i think the english is okay and the emaths was harder then expected.
bu tthen again i wont even know if its really bad or wad unless the results really come back.
oh wells this sucks. hello cambrige byebye life.
i simply cant wait for after olevels its like 9 more days people!!!
nueve diaz!!

manana, me salir con jamie. Necesito revistas!! hah
i'm too lazy to edit the n properly.
after emaths paper2 tmr gonna go hmv with james.HAH, (i mutated ur name)
that isnt the exact translation of everything i wrote btw hahah,
ah shit laxx, better go and prac emaths.
tengo que ir ahora,
¡Buena suerte mañana!
adios.

this is the current collection that I'm reading, its really infotaining.
its called:Collins Cobuild's English dictionary for advanced learners.

i was intending to write a post using my new found vocab and style.
hopefully use it to practice for the glamorous English exam on Monday.
but apparently it didn't work out because my wonderful range of words has still turned back to my limited vocab and melody styled speech that can be ridiculous and fucking hard to read sometimes.

firstly i have am completely clueless about how to start and write a brochure.
the percentage chance of it coming out may not be very high,
but its risky to not know the format.
i will try and consolidate all those English revision sessions into my puny brain of cotton wool.
we were martyrs to our instincts and naive nature to have believed the history hints we got.
so now to avoid due repetition, i will fucking mug everything.

tonight is English premiership night and I'm wondering why i ain't up for soccer.
ironically, I'm actually willingly staying up to mug and suffer my lungs out.
please, if u see how desperate we all are studying.
change those horrible questions of yours to suit our favour.
thank you in advance, Cambridge.

i understand your plight. it is rumoured that we've not using Cambridge anymore.
but i think that it is unreasonable and totally unfair to vent your last sweat of hatred by setting a killer paper for our batch of innocent hardworking souls.
we deserve our rightful a1, and it puts those with a miniature memory in a huge disadvantage.
a simple living example being myself, whose brain works with selective memory and can hold only KB(k-bytes)
moreover yours truly suffers from short term memory and is highly likely to age faster than an average human.

the leniency and understanding displayed for all other following papers would be sincerely appreciated by an entire nation.
fuck it if something bulllshit comes out on monday i think i can so totally forget about my life.
its fucking ruined.
and now i wonder why cant life be all but a flat road, it sure is nicer to walk on without such irritating obstacles in life.
darn.its getting late and my darkened eyes are giving in.
perhaps i should attempt a sample math paper and turn in early.
its not that early after all.

may the force be with me,
fuck damnit, i think i contracted the "sleep when you mug" disease.

went to the korean supermarket today at novena.
quite funny hahah, got this pencil.
according to kelly the cartoon on the pencil looks like me - -
anyways, i'm gonna do alot of work coz i like using new stuff hah.
and i just realised that the pencil writes morning glory at the side, maybe its the brand???? =\
the nerdy mat as so nice, and so poor thing,
i think he gets abused at pepper lunch by the other cunning looking workers who see him like stupid stupid can take advantage.
oh wells,

history was like shit, studied like so darn hard for germany and hitler's spirit just wasnt there to save us.
then shakira still got the skin to tell us germany SURE come out one, make us have so high hopes
in the end still japan come out and russia second part and china first part.
my brain totally jammed up so i couldnt remember anything about russia at all,
i think its really bad coz like i studied so damn hard and the fucking paper is like out to kill and go against me la.
wad the fuck man i think its just that the world wants to put us into more obstacles and difficulties.
its lke the chem paper already lose confidence and olevels are like totally screwed up.
my combined humans are gonna suck, my combined science,
i can use wad u tell me, bio ah - -
if i really wanna use bio like wad are my chances, i totally screwed up my practical although i studied fucking.
i think i should just not study and i'll score better u think?
but then again dun study later karma.
wad is this shit man, study also score badly dun study also like shit.
there is serously something seriously wrong with cambridge this year.

oh and there was this china scholar who refused to hand in her script.
quite exciting.
oh i hope we have a nice scene of cheating soon, perhaps like monday or next =)
it'll be entertaining especially during olevels.

i think i should wear my other hoodies more,
so that the top wont be so sharp and can bb more together HAH.
or else all the pictures all so darn funny one, hahah.
i realise everytime i go out with kelly we'll surely find sth stupid to laugh and mock at singaporeans.
actually the whole world is a mockery.
and so are we, when we came out of the hall from the history paper.

KYLE HAS SPASMS! hahah.
he should really consider growing sidewards instead of upwards.
too tall already will get stuck in the train :)
hi kyle, HI JOEY!

okay, history paper tmr, i got a fucking bad headache i can hardly lift my head from the table.
i'm like lying down to type.
i studying russia germany and first part of china only, wish me luck kay.
if japan come out for sbq i'll stand on the chair and scream,

oh wells, heard the geog paper sucks really darn bad, =(
its okay geog-ers! they'll moderate so everyone still gets an a1 okay.
dw to much okay, i have faith in ur geog fatties and fat-so.

mug hard,and i hope i'm lucky =)
OH, mikhail gorbachev's an lv model, how hot is that.

seunghyunnnnn =)

i am fucking pissed off,
bloody fucking chem is like some bullshit paper,
why the hell do i even do chem, who cares about alkene and alkane, it doesnt fucking concern me and my life.
i screwed up my paper damn bad and its not like i never study.
i study so hard also so wad, the paper is like shit.
i opene first page already wanna cry, like everything is so decontexualised, how i know.
do i look like a brillant fucking chemist to u, i'm a student godamnit.

and then i lost the banana sticker that was on my phone.
thats great, and my skirt decides that it wants to stay slanted and refused to go in place.
and i got harassed by this fucking pervert.
he's like about 20 i think or less wadever la.
mental piece of shit, the bus so damn big he refuse to sit at empty seats jus wanna sit next to me,
thank god the cj guys at the seat beside me glared at him then he sat down in front of me next to some other crescentian.
the shit kept tutning around to stare at me up down and looking in this fucking gross manner,
i tell u if there are no charges, his fucking eyeballs would be hanging in the bus aircon.
wad the hell is his problem, so he think i'm damn hot la wtf get a life la.
such perverts should be locked up and left to decay.
why harm the innocent citizens leading a peaceful life,
why cant anyone just fucking leave me alonee la fuck.
i can swear all i like i'm fucking pissed off.
screw chem, i drink acid hows that, my intestines are gonna burn and sizzle.
i'm gonna sleep.

today = amaths paper1.
well duno wad to say, i hope i get a1!
and i wanna do well for the paper tmr! its paper 2, wells.
hahah oh its raining, must be time to sleep.

hm well lets see, watched soccer today, and hey gorgeous.
omg, that guy's contact lens is damn cool i'm gonna get it for prom, =)
oh the englang U21 squad is damn cool, i like number 2 and 4!...
the numbers are really coincidental.

well alright then, gonna go and do a little amaths and sleep.
love ya, =)

OH OH i almost forgot, i saw this guy on the bus today that looks like you,
its really damn alike, like his action and style, the face a little different tho.
why must u move away ):

this is wads been keeping me going.
"just bear this in mind,wad doesnt kill u can only make u stronger."

i realise that i'm not a very open person,
and i dun like to talk about personal stuff to people at all.
i kind of only tell two people in my life wad i really think and feel,
sorry but i jus dun know how to say it,
this two people mean the most to me in the world.
but when they break down on me i jus duno wad to do esp when there's a major problem.
its not all good.
so i sat there crying my lungs out for an hour flat not knowing wad to do at all.
and i know its my fault for not knowing how to tell someone else.
i'm a jinx and i know it. jus why must this happen to me now??
i wanna faint, thanks so much.
this has been one of the worst moments of my life.
and to add on i realise i got amaths tmr, how the fuck am i gonna focus.

drank yesterday and kinda got a little sick.
studying now so i duno wad to say.

i dun like the actor or wadever i jus think the character is really sweet.
and i wish someone like that would appear in my life,

i can be fly if i want to.

"THIS IS THE ANFIELD OPERATION EXERCISE,"
i am going insane hearing this when i watch soccer, its quite funny now to think bout it.
oh wells, writing complain letter, those gv idiots are so gonna get it.

see wad happens when u be a pain in the ass and an irritating idiot to dear melody and pals.
ima studinging amaths, really hope i get an a1 for it and everything elso too.
SORRY SIJING! hurhur, i wanna watch four nations so bad.
i wanna watch australian men play, i think one of the striker is extremely cute,
saw him play a few times in the azlan shah cup and he's damn good la.
i think he's name's eli matheson or sth. the blond one, hot. :)

i am getting freaked out here, amaths on monday then got chem and history in the week.
after next week no one is to talk to me about amaths anymore HAH, losers.
ima better go submit my complain and study.

peace suckers.

SCREW IT, MYSPACE UPLOADING GOT PROB.
I'LL UPLOAD ANOTHER DAY FUCK IT LA.

the video we made is up already! i editted it. hahah.
its on myspace, my profile should be public so u all should be able to view,

sorry kelly! =(
we hope u still enjoyed urself though, i feel terrible.
its all that stupid gv's fault. such a stupid spoiler.
complain man, i'm gonna write to forum and wadever,
the stupid counter person face so chou give us attitude, i wanna punch the shit out of her.
look at that qian bian face, who wanna buy tickets from her, she can go eat up all the paper and embezzle the funds,
IF there's even any money. and then the idiotic manager, tua bin.
i bet he hide in the room and eat all the popcorn and drink the nacho cheese.
even if we shoot him with a gazillion stuff i bet everything'll jus bounch off that thousand pound of excess flesh under his toufu skin. gorge out all of their eyeballs and cook soup for him to eat.
eh wait, why should i even cook for him, he can go drink drain water and swim in cow dung.
oh who knows, maybe they all do, thats why their face so chou. i think even cowdung's too good for them to eat.
its sad to know such pathetic souls still survive in the society today.
a disgrace to all of mankind and those who have a heart.
living mockery and a pile of outcast in the society.
fucking bullshit, i remember ur name and i will so go get the fuck out of it.

nc16 movies are so stupidly rated.
we've gonna be more mature in like a few days??!
doesnt mean we dun watch we've immature losers.
the ratings are just ridiculous, and its horror. i'm15comin16 soon not a toddler.
so nc16 rated movies mean that i'll come out half dead or die inside coz the contents are not suitable for my precious eyes is it?
so i'm only supposed to watch shows rated g.
i think shrek's scary too,the green thing is so scary i come out screaming and crying, why isnt it rated m18?
fucking pissed,

i cant believe wad u sent me! :)
thank you so much,
alrightt, ima go and bathe soon. see you all.
seunghyun u're such a shui tong.
but u've jus so lovely and ridiculously funny :)
oh we drank so much today, werent we "high" hahah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY, U"LL ALWAYS STILL HAVE US.
LOVE YA LOADS AND CHEER UP ALRIGHT,

suppose to go your house at 3,i was late sorry my bad.
i called u at 330, u're crashing someone's else's studying den.
so i cant be bothered to go ur place,
well, next time dun ever do this to me again u shithead, make me waste my life away.

i totally screwed up practical, people get like carbonate i put oxide, - -
so much for trusting instincts.
and i know my gas is so wrong, i got oxygen gas, after trying limewater like 98789023049times.
the limewater jus refuses to turn colour i tell u!
and i hate the invigilator.
stupid woman, i ask question will die is it, people cannot see la, my eyes not as big as urs got prob ah.
i totally didnt see the cobalt nitrate thing written on the board (it says shared, who'll take notice?!?)
then she gave me the pissed face and i wanted to dig out her eyeballs.
thank god she's the invigilator for olevels, or else i would have like totally sweared at her.
so she think she invigilator she very big la, go roll around man.

cant believe myself, i killed the apparatus,
my delivery tube rubber got stuck in the testtube,
so i only pulled the glass thing out and looked like an idiot. then i called her to help she ask me wait.
EH I WAIT FOR LIKE HOW LONG, u pay me back my time.
i hate these people, they've bullshit and they simply dunno wads called respect and courtesy.
hello choon bee, if u've reading this, that line about was specially for u.

i watched portugal vs kazahstan sth yesterday!!! its damn cool.
ricardo quaresma is damn hot! i love his hair, and he is so totally star quality.
his assist is superb, jus a pity he didnt score his fair share,
and i was unhappy when he got subbed out.
i'm jus really pissed off that i missed fernando's match coz i have to sleep.

i love watching xiao gui, he's so cute.
eating my kimchi seaweed, i'm so excited for sth.

"YAY WE HAVE OLEVELS NEXT WEEK! "
taken and named by KELLY.

we're her wonderful models.who will inspire millions of others out there taking olevels too :D

I OPENLY DECLARE THAT I STOLE THIS OFF KELLY"S BLOG,
HAHAH.
WE TOOK PHOTOS TODAY!!! (again)

OH WELLS,

i think i said before,
i HATE the title thing,
its so stupid. why do i have to crack my brain to title the post.
went sj's house to study early in the morning!
apparently yj got lost again, <--always got tendency of getting lost, the last time came my house, the stupid took the bus all the way to yishun and didnt even get off. - - anyways, wish i didnt have to leave for school. so fun la, uh studying and jus talking hahah. sj's so retarded! she wants her stick as protection coz she feels unsafe walking home alone at night! HAHA, oh wells, so anyways, went to sch to meet with the gang, hahah. and unfortunately had to see its face, so unsightly and spoil my appetite for my nice smelling kfc. then had chem and now i'm home!... got chem and physics practical tmr, so i wont stay too long, jus need to check out on some answers on mlg. I"M SERIOUS!, oh oh my sister took a picture of my studying condition, so ima gonna post it up. its quite bad, and if u see carefully, i have my starbucks mocha frap in the background HAHHAH sucker. stupid thing, have to be in school at normal time tmr, its like crap, like hello no brain to put us third shift is it. i'm gonna have to be stupid quarantine for 4hrs flat, damn anal,but i cant be bothered, jus probably gonna sleep eat and rot. and hopefully study a bit but i aint got my hopes too high for studying. i know it'll be kinda noisy and sleepy, seems like a nice atmosphere for sleeping. acid+metal--->hydrogen gas (pop sound.)
soluble salt +soluble salt = insoluble salt.
acidic oxide=non metal oxide,
hydrocarbon+oxygen-->carbon dioxide + h20,(water)

ah why am i typing chem,
sodium hydroxide+ aluminium--> white ppt, dissolves in excess.
ok ima stop hahah, i cant believe i heard sec3 talking in chem language at the busstop.
and they were like omg, i have to study...(?!!?!?!??!?!)
their final years are just over are they insane.
i remember last year i didnt even bother a shit about studing after finals??..
oh thanks i feel so guilty all of a sudden, =(
ima see you.

wish me luck. pract tmr, i hope i dun die under quarantine.
OMG THERE"S LIKE SPAIN AND PORTUGAL MATCHES TONIGHT,
THIS IS MAD, WHY MUST I HAPPEN TO SEE THE FIXTURES!!!!

i'm gonna watch soccer no matter whut, i dun care.
i need the confidence and the mood, i hope rq and ft are playing!!! =)

(dw i still like u alot alot more, hahah)

you've moved away for about one and a half years now,
and i still remember that day when u left.
even though u still call back once in a while and we still keep in contact,
i duno. its really sad.
sometimes i wish u never moved, :(

Take my hand tonight,
we can run so far
we can change the world to anything we want
we can stop for hours just staring at the stars
they shine down to show us

You know when the sun forgets to shine
i'll be there to hold you through the night
and we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight
and even when we're miles and miles apart
you're still holding all of my heart
i promise it will never be dark
i know..we're inseparable

we could run forever if you wanted to
and i would not get tired
because i'd be with you
I keep singing thtis song, until the very end
we have done all these things

you know when the sun forgets to shine
i'll be there to hold you through the night
we'll be runnin' so fast we can fly tonight
and even when we're miles and miles apart
you'll still be holdin' all of my heart
i promise it will never be dark
i know..we're inseparable

i would give it all
never let you fall
cuz you know, we're inseparable
i would give it all
just to show you i'm in love
cuz you know we're inseparable

you know when the sun forgets to shine
i'll be there to hold you through the night
we'll be runnin' so fast we can fly tonight
and even when we're miles and miles apart
you'll still be holdin' all of my heart
i promise it will never be dark
i know..we're inseparable

joe jonas's voice is just so sweet,
if u really listen to it during a sad time,
i think it'll make u cry.
the song's inseperable btw, its on the playlist.

i think they should NEVER EVER make anyone do biology practical, its demoralising.
i feel so sad cutting the damn pea the wrong way,
i'm an idiot damnit. extra only. everyone cut transverse i must be special, cut side ways.
so in conclusion i totally lost half the marks on my bio paper due to my stupidity.
well actually to think about it, its called logic. which person in the right state of mind would cut the pea the transverse way IF u wanna examine most of it.
makes sense right! =\
(maybe coz i never read instructions properly) but hey, this shows that i have a mind of my own. HAH.
oh and i labelled my damn plumule and radicle opposite, how cool.

okay lets start off by telling u my day,
i was LATE FOR BIO PRACT!
at 10:30am this morning i was still outside my house wearing my socks.
it takes half hr to get to school from my house if i dun miss the bus, and if i catch the right bus.
also, the reporting time for bio pract=11:15am.
i took the bus, damn did it take a freaking 10 min to come!
and there were this group of ahbeng kias,with their ahlians in the bus.
making a hell lord of noise, like, uh excuse me ah ur handphone music abit outdated not?
and they still so thick skin want to tell the world that they are racist and only listen to chi music.
kanasai, bui cool act cool kias,
and then i happen to be rushing so i walk down the stairs before the bus reach the busstop, guess whut.
"wa cao pei ah, ah ni kan geong, tan ji eh aei si ah"
OMG, my blood totally boiled out my ears. they can go try being late for practical, lets see if they relac, and stroll down the freaking stairs man, cao pei si mi sai, bui hiao gong hokkien mai gei gei la, si ahbeng kia.
slaps self. i like ahbengs in general, jus dun go overboard with the shit, gets on my nerves dude.

anyways, i ran to school so kinda made it in time, ahniways.
going to study at sj's house tmr with yj hahah.
i have a j in my name too, jus that mine's in front damn.
i can be wj. - -
got stupid lessons in school, hope the security guard eyes paste stamp, dun see me wear slippers.
other then that, i think my day just sucks.
the stupid converter wont work.
guess its a hint to study =\

HOW FUN!!! (uh ya right.)

my shit, to be really honest with you i absolutely hate it.
the sight of that green thick book just makes me wanna shit all over it.
its insane i tell you! which human being can freaking hell have such a huge cerebrum to store all this!
okay whutever u know,
bio practical tmr, i hope something on osmosis or sth easy comes out, please dun make me dig my brain for info! :(

oh guessy whut! my mum just called home.
"eh hello ah, u eat already not. oh yayaya, we eating din tai fung (WTF AND ME??!!!!) ... orh, oh i shopping at orchard alone now wont be home until late, i duno wad time la, but dinner u cook MAGGI MEE and eat ah"
OMFG STAB ME!
instant noodles twice in a day!!??? if i die or plastic in the intestines or some complications its all ur fault.
i'm gonna dig some money out and order pizza damnit! :(

MAGGI MEE GALORE, the sight of it just makes me wanna puke.

damn shit. i hate studying,
oh wait, i love it, and i'm doing so well. (ya right)
i should just go fucking die la, cant wait for exams to be over.
my freedom is so limited and i'm damn pissed about every single shit.
oh fuck, there i go again.

yours truly is home alone today with the entire house to roar in.
everybody went out leaving me home to study. - - how sick is that.
and i got no breakfast no lunch, and my mum just says "oh go eat instant noodles, i even bought the bigger bowl one" apparently instant noodles come in 2 sizes, the big bowl one with loads of noodles thats quite filling, and the ultra small cup ones that u eat for flavour.
okay thats great, so i got instant noodles and the house.
i just hope it doesnt freaking hell rain, then i have to like keep laundry and close all the freaking windows.
1 person doing all that = 10 years,
especially when theres alot of laundry and alot of windows damnit,

oh wells, i duno but i think i should go study.
DAMN! i keep falling asleep when studying!
yesterday i so tatally doesed off on the chair for like 40 min and my stupid sister didnt even bother coming to wake me, (she saw me sleeping and was like oh nvm, --according to her!)
and then i walked to my room to get sth, and i started msg-ing on the bed and dosed off again, damn!
so its like i wasted 1hr sleeping everywhere. shit la. wads up with me,
i think its good that im able to sleep everywhere and anywhere but, i have to have self control man!
this is insane, i have like so much to study!

wish me luck.

i'm lazy shit!
trust me, i'm really truthfully studying.
i will be the miracle piece of fuck shit that gets f9 for bio prelims and a1 for bio olevels.
believe me, i WILL WORK HARD!
if i get a1, YOU owe me abalone! hah.
damnit shit, this is fucking irritating.
alrighty, i'm running late on my schedule.
i wan lots of hoodies, after os.

i admit i went overboard being angry about stuff,
i always duno why i lose my mind whenever i'm angry its like i cant think.
guess this is me, terrible person. =\
sorry to all that i bad mooded at today, especially jamie and you.

its better after i cooled down and start thinking again,
its like i suddenly turn back human. sponge is bad.
i was like 45 min late but too bad, karma.
i dun wish to talk about the slipper issue.
stupid benson.

i like my new playlist alot, so play with it.
urm, i'm not in a good mood to blog now and i dun feel like talking.
i dont mind text just dont call or i'll probably flare up at you.

i'm so not fated with fernando torres, dun wish to elaborate.
ask me if u wanna know then i see if i feel like telling you.
i dun wanna make this sound all emo and irritating, so thats it for today.

Oh, oh, yeah
Uuuh.

If your hearts is always switching
Can you ever found you on?
I’ve been looking for that someone
I can’t make it on my on
Dreams can’t take
The place of loving you
It’s gotta be a million reasons
Why it’s true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything is all right
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I can still dream to heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will i be waiting
To be come a better men
Come and tell you
That i love
In the best way that i can
I can’t take a day
Without you here
You’re the one
Who makes my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything is all right
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I can still dream to heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Everyday i start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head a high
It’s all because you’re by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything is all right
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I can still dream to heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything is all right
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I can still dream to heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

JONAS BROTHERS.

i really like this song very very much, made me cry :(
i'm not a very emotional person but i guess i could relate to the song when i heard it,
just like a moment kind of thing.

went to tiong to get stationary after boon,
that sponge was like 45 min late asshole.
would have left if he came 1 min after.
everything's so anal now adays.
bought lp tickets already (like finally )

uploading some songs to change the whole music thing, hope it works out really fine.
in the meantime, i'm doing work in front of the com!

okay,,, now this doesnt make any sense at all.
apparently my computer sensored out all my posts and my whole blog.
hello, do i look like i need MY computer to sensor MY blog???!!!
doesnt make any perfect sense to me at all and i'm damn pissed.
booking the lp concert tickets like finally.
sorry! they only have the 128 ones left, i'll treat you to it :)
and i havent even figured wad i would get u for ur birthday this year yet.

got dress with the gang today, kinda sad that i couldnt fit into ANYTHING.
like every shop the person will be like, aiya u so small size, cannot fit cannot fit.
nonetheless HAH, i can spit in their faces, i got something that fits me perfectly fine.
maybe coz the dress is small too,
damn why must i be so small size.
anyways, i dunno wad else to day and i better go and bowl.
(mug i mean, its an inside joke,)

trust me, i'm damn pissed off with my stupid computer.
it crashed on me twice just now( maybe coz i kicked it once but HEY!) and then the second bloody time dunno wad the fuck happen it just decides to woosh and die on me.
the internet is freaking screwed, must be a lizard that invaded the router as its new home.
speaking of which there's one huge one right at the corner of the stairs, yikes.





no, they didnt pay me to put this up.
I THINK THEY"VE AWESOME! go check it out or sth =)
(urm, i'm not advertising jus showing my new found love)
simple plan's having a new album soon and i can hardly wait,
hope i can go see them in person one day,
I"VE BEEN SUCH A LOYAL FAN SINCE 5 YEARS AGO!!
GIVE ME A BACKSTAGE PASS PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP! :)
(it'll be great if i get to meet call it a night too,)

anyways, the lixard i've been eyeing is gone! its now running wild in my heaven!
how can this be! i hope it somehow or another just whooshed its way out! hurhur.
lizard trauma can leave you scarred for life,

tomorrow going to buy prom dress with the gang at central.
cant wait, but i only got 200 to spend, got some stingy miser people who refused to increase my budget by 50.
at least i get money so i'm already happy enough,
well sort of. i'll try and take a video and post it up again on myspace hahah.
i love doing that, its so fun!

today is the most hilarious day.its funny beyond believe.
i think my msn got a bug so i'm not gonna go on for a while.
firstly i got lessons in the morning, this random mercedes cab almost ran me down!
LIKE HELLO, I CAN SUE YOU! i was walking in the RIGHT DIRECTION and u had just HAD TO drive and whoosh ur big fat car next to me and park right in front of where i'm walking!
anyways, then in school mdm loke is so cute!
she was so worried about the rest not turning up so she made me call them,
you should have seen her face when she saw me, she was like OH FINALLY someone's here to attend my lesson!! (then she realises that i'm not in her class and i'm not supposed to be under her at all and her look was priceless)
psle last day today, my sister didnt faint HAH.
(she was so nervous she felt like vomitting during the other papers so she had to do her papers in quarantine HAH, )

went to eat and watch movie with kelly and jamie,
omg damn funny!let me tell u all about it!!
we were trying to sneak in food so we stood at the staircase there (quite ulu) to stuff the illegal stuff into kelly's bag, apparently we were talking so the people downstairs probably heard us.
then suddenly there was this WOOOO sound! (like some manmade ghost, and the surrounding just made it so scary hahah,)
then duno wad happen kelly screamed so we all screamed and ran out. (back into the original level where its crowded) --- and i heard people laughing after we screamed ---
omg this is so stupid, so we were like standing at some random table laughing our ass out and feeling so stupid about it. this group of guys just had to appear stare at us and laugh,
i bet they made the noise. now we've living mockery how nice.
it would have been some 5star comedy if its videoed. ah hhahah funny shit.

okay next, we watched voice of a murderer,its a korean film, freaky but worth the money.
go watch it, i recommend. a little piece of advice, dont eat ljs during the movie, makes you sick.
anyway, the cinema was pathetically punny.
we stepped in and realised that we've sitting infront of 3 loser schoolmates (i'll elaborate later,they've despo i swear), and a group of nonsense act-cool- screamers who think they rule the world and have no morals.
so the hooligans were like screaming and making fucking irritating comments and loser noises duing the movie,
i HATE IT. i swear if i was any closer they would have gotten a full blast of my leftover ljs with extra oil.
so we've irritated to hell and we keep sssh-ing.
those bunch of loser schoolmates keep going heh hehe hehehh, in those high pitched girly noises.
attention seekers, like hello. why go demote urself to such a state, u wanna do this dun wear sch u la.
make us look like idiot like that, disgrace out school also thanks ah.
anyways, then the action kias keep copying their laughter la, oh damn was it bad.
kelly was going HAH, LOSER VOICE HAVENT CRACK every other time they made a noise.
then this heroic figure china student shouted in a damn pissed off voice
" EH! 你们没看过电影 AH　吵 什么吵 AH???!!"
woa damn cool sia, and super funny, me and jamie were like laughing silently in the dark.
then of course they copy him la, but shut up after a while (YESS!)
then HAHAH, when the show finish, drama again. that china student show middle finger to them and walk off.
hahah, funny shit, cannot stop laughing until now.
this totally disgraces all fellow countrymen who feel the same way.
like gary once said, those who make wierd noises and want attention just dont get enough love. quite sad to think about it. we'll live.

going to lp concert!! :D
can hardly wait. i wanna get the 128 tickets though, they've most worth it and get to see lp.
the 68 tickets are just uh, we can be satisfied hearing muffled music, screams and watching ants.
nonetheless, lp is lp.and if i see nothing but myself its all chin sai's fault.

i'm gonna go dry my hair now. so ya. see u all in a bit. hahah,
WHY ISNT ANYONE COMMENTING. I"M PISSED.
there is some fucking error with the fonts but i cant be bothered so have fun,
THANK YOU JAMIE! I'LL MAKE A SKIN FOR U SOON! PROBABLY AF TER OS. HURHUR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDISON CHEN!!!! :DD
i know that u want me to wish you, so there!
stay cute and dun grow too old okay! hahah,

damn do i feel stupid,
ima uploading videos on myspace and its fucking hilarious,
my opinion la, hahah.
alrighty, and i'm doing work can u believe it!

omfg, the thing that iffah told me is damn freaky.
i am scared like hell now i dun even know if i should continue on to bangkok anymore.
going bangkok this december, really exciting.
but at the same time i think i'm quite scared coz its a little rioty down there.
nonetheless, i love bangkok loads and i cant wait to go there.

i cant believe you, its totally absurd.
usually its irritating and frustrating enough but today its extreme,
its like i dun exist to you at all, and even if i do, u dont care.
how does that make me feel hello? do u ever think of that?
i doubt, and for that i am disappointed that i trust u so much that i wanna die.
this is just so bad, why cant we just go back to what we used to be?
i hate u sometimes u know, and i just dont say it.

theres alot of work to be completed and i'm dead shit sick.
running on a fever and flu and loads of tissue, its like i manufacture them.
doing social studies now, its due today so i got late work =\
and i got loads of unfinished crap that i usually woo woo and get away with,
should have said that but who cares.

oh we went to see the well at the school yesterday,
many people dun even know it exists.
and we so happened to see this squished frog which is freaking gross.
abigail didnt come today, so i feel a little taller,
stupid school end so late everyday and still want us to do so much work, its not like
i got no life and i'm like a robot that keeps working and working u know.
its so stupid, this fucking irritating world.

i wanna sleep, i jus slammed my head on the keyboard and loads of spacebars appeared.
but i deleted it so my post wont look retarded.
i got nothing else to say, besides the fact that i'm dead tired.
and i want a stupid fucking break from all this crap,
and why wont u just be normal to me for once????

u just dont know it,
"save me from this misery"

VERSUS







u know how much i hate the stupid title thing, its like everytime,
i wanna blog i just have to fill in some crap shit in it.
cant believe myself, i blogged thrice today.
the normal is one or two, but wow am i enthu.

i love malcolm in the middle, the content is just funny and frankie muniz is awesome.
he's into racing now and he looks like some bad-ass kid, but still great.
i think his second brother's fuck funny in season6.
oh wells, i'm so outdated.
see he's still so cute and young there,
versus the bad-ass cool one with the haircut and tattoos.
i am a malcolm in the middle fan! only decide that i'll go public recently hahah,
i should seriously go and do my pile of work.

ima go read my book and magazines, hahah.
fuck, so much stuff to do. i wish i rule the world.
oh there's a lizard in the same room as i am and i didnt even realise!
im urm gonna go urm now,!!!!! AHH
hurhur, i'm so excited about bangkok.
studies first eh, this is like some terror house of torture..

wad is ur fucking problem, why are u so mean to me.
dun use "people" on me, doesnt work, i know u've jus hinting at me.
if u've that unhappy, jus say so dun need to be so anal about it.
u've changed damn alot and i duno wad to say to you thanks,
u just make me fucking miseable day in and out.
and i tell u again, its over. i'm no more ___. i quit!
and u can so stop making use of me, u've only nice to me when u need sth and its not like i dun realise.
i jus dun do anything coz it hurts me so so so much,
quit being an ae-hole, and so anal about every single fucking pathertic thing.
i'm really extremely upset, and u just dun know it.

oh look! dear xiao zhu's trying to make me get a new phone,
maybe i really should, mine's like shit.
and my camera's like practically non existant.
but the phone's so ew,
besides. i still like my phone best.
i know u just rolled ur eyes at me, - -

i think i'm ultimately pissed off at u that my whole brain is like shit,
i cant even think straight anymore, i'm jus so fed up, why do u treat me this way?
i'm invisible to u when u so obviously saw me, and u jus walk right pass me,
u jus dont know how how how much it breaks my heart to see u, run off with someone else.
i guess at this point, i should focus on wad i'm supposed to and not be distracted.
but how can i not?
i tell myself, and i cant believe that i'm saying this but i guess, its better that we've over.
=( then i can cry all i want, and forget everything u gave me, and then we end here.
wad happened to watching lp together, and all the little excursions we had.
u're such a liar, i should have never fallen for u in the first place.

i will just have to live with it, this is life afterall wad can i do?
i can hold on tight to this and be miserable, or change my mind and be a happier person.
well, wad goes around comes around, if u decide to be shit, so be it.

xiao gui is so funneh, i think he's so cute to watch.
its good and a very smart strategy to watch dramas and feel sorry when u've trying to foget someone.
or a whole series of events thats happened so far.

i have loads to do, but i really dunno where to start.
oh kelly finally got a phone, hahah.
and we took photo of this girl with damn wierd hair, its fucking hilarious.
then i went into the train and saw this man with a plaster (BIG SQUARE WHITE) right smack in the middle of his forehead,
cant help it, i bet i looked so stupid giggling to myself.
oh shucks, slaps self.
i'm so glad my friends care, and i have people i can trust probably my whole life.

i'm goin now, and i figure that i'll start by forgetting you.