damn shit. i hate studying, oh wait, i love it, and i'm doing so well. (ya right) i should just go fucking die la, cant wait for exams to be over. my freedom is so limited and i'm damn pissed about every single shit. oh fuck, there i go again.
yours truly is home alone today with the entire house to roar in. everybody went out leaving me home to study. - - how sick is that. and i got no breakfast no lunch, and my mum just says "oh go eat instant noodles, i even bought the bigger bowl one" apparently instant noodles come in 2 sizes, the big bowl one with loads of noodles thats quite filling, and the ultra small cup ones that u eat for flavour. okay thats great, so i got instant noodles and the house. i just hope it doesnt freaking hell rain, then i have to like keep laundry and close all the freaking windows. 1 person doing all that = 10 years, especially when theres alot of laundry and alot of windows damnit,
oh wells, i duno but i think i should go study. DAMN! i keep falling asleep when studying! yesterday i so tatally doesed off on the chair for like 40 min and my stupid sister didnt even bother coming to wake me, (she saw me sleeping and was like oh nvm, --according to her!) and then i walked to my room to get sth, and i started msg-ing on the bed and dosed off again, damn! so its like i wasted 1hr sleeping everywhere. shit la. wads up with me, i think its good that im able to sleep everywhere and anywhere but, i have to have self control man! this is insane, i have like so much to study!
wish me luck.
melody, {1:19 PM}
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