"give back"

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

omfg, the thing that iffah told me is damn freaky.
i am scared like hell now i dun even know if i should continue on to bangkok anymore.
going bangkok this december, really exciting.
but at the same time i think i'm quite scared coz its a little rioty down there.
nonetheless, i love bangkok loads and i cant wait to go there.

i cant believe you, its totally absurd.
usually its irritating and frustrating enough but today its extreme,
its like i dun exist to you at all, and even if i do, u dont care.
how does that make me feel hello? do u ever think of that?
i doubt, and for that i am disappointed that i trust u so much that i wanna die.
this is just so bad, why cant we just go back to what we used to be?
i hate u sometimes u know, and i just dont say it.

theres alot of work to be completed and i'm dead shit sick.
running on a fever and flu and loads of tissue, its like i manufacture them.
doing social studies now, its due today so i got late work =\
and i got loads of unfinished crap that i usually woo woo and get away with,
should have said that but who cares.

oh we went to see the well at the school yesterday,
many people dun even know it exists.
and we so happened to see this squished frog which is freaking gross.
abigail didnt come today, so i feel a little taller,
stupid school end so late everyday and still want us to do so much work, its not like
i got no life and i'm like a robot that keeps working and working u know.
its so stupid, this fucking irritating world.

i wanna sleep, i jus slammed my head on the keyboard and loads of spacebars appeared.
but i deleted it so my post wont look retarded.
i got nothing else to say, besides the fact that i'm dead tired.
and i want a stupid fucking break from all this crap,
and why wont u just be normal to me for once????

u just dont know it,
"save me from this misery"

melody,
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