"give back"

Sunday, October 28, 2007

this is the current collection that I'm reading, its really infotaining.
its called:Collins Cobuild's English dictionary for advanced learners.

i was intending to write a post using my new found vocab and style.
hopefully use it to practice for the glamorous English exam on Monday.
but apparently it didn't work out because my wonderful range of words has still turned back to my limited vocab and melody styled speech that can be ridiculous and fucking hard to read sometimes.

firstly i have am completely clueless about how to start and write a brochure.
the percentage chance of it coming out may not be very high,
but its risky to not know the format.
i will try and consolidate all those English revision sessions into my puny brain of cotton wool.
we were martyrs to our instincts and naive nature to have believed the history hints we got.
so now to avoid due repetition, i will fucking mug everything.

tonight is English premiership night and I'm wondering why i ain't up for soccer.
ironically, I'm actually willingly staying up to mug and suffer my lungs out.
please, if u see how desperate we all are studying.
change those horrible questions of yours to suit our favour.
thank you in advance, Cambridge.

i understand your plight. it is rumoured that we've not using Cambridge anymore.
but i think that it is unreasonable and totally unfair to vent your last sweat of hatred by setting a killer paper for our batch of innocent hardworking souls.
we deserve our rightful a1, and it puts those with a miniature memory in a huge disadvantage.
a simple living example being myself, whose brain works with selective memory and can hold only KB(k-bytes)
moreover yours truly suffers from short term memory and is highly likely to age faster than an average human.

the leniency and understanding displayed for all other following papers would be sincerely appreciated by an entire nation.
fuck it if something bulllshit comes out on monday i think i can so totally forget about my life.
its fucking ruined.
and now i wonder why cant life be all but a flat road, it sure is nicer to walk on without such irritating obstacles in life.
darn.its getting late and my darkened eyes are giving in.
perhaps i should attempt a sample math paper and turn in early.
its not that early after all.

may the force be with me,
fuck damnit, i think i contracted the "sleep when you mug" disease.

melody,
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