"give back"

Sunday, October 21, 2007

this is wads been keeping me going.
"just bear this in mind,wad doesnt kill u can only make u stronger."

i realise that i'm not a very open person,
and i dun like to talk about personal stuff to people at all.
i kind of only tell two people in my life wad i really think and feel,
sorry but i jus dun know how to say it,
this two people mean the most to me in the world.
but when they break down on me i jus duno wad to do esp when there's a major problem.
its not all good.
so i sat there crying my lungs out for an hour flat not knowing wad to do at all.
and i know its my fault for not knowing how to tell someone else.
i'm a jinx and i know it. jus why must this happen to me now??
i wanna faint, thanks so much.
this has been one of the worst moments of my life.
and to add on i realise i got amaths tmr, how the fuck am i gonna focus.

drank yesterday and kinda got a little sick.
studying now so i duno wad to say.

i dun like the actor or wadever i jus think the character is really sweet.
and i wish someone like that would appear in my life,

i can be fly if i want to.

melody,
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