"give back"

Friday, November 2, 2007

estroy enfermo,
i keep sneezing and i used up so much tissue.
the flu bug got itself stuck in my immune system which sucks,
i hope its only because i didnt sleep much last night so im flu-ing, hope it gets better with sleep.
its all lee's fault, now i contracted the disease, i sit anywhere and mug no matter how uncomfortable i will also dose off, thanks ah.
i thought changing my study chair to a hard and slippery one will keep me awake coz i cant sit properly(keep sliding off) but no, instead i still fall asleep and slide off so i wake up on the floor.

physics today was, commentless.
went to vivo,i wanna go back there with money to buy stuff.
after olevels i really wanna go shopping! (save money first then talk) ah this sucks.
prom shopping not done, clothes shopping never done, so many things, and i still wanna buy my half jacket. i think it'll really come in handy now if i go and try striking lottery.

i really need to mug bio and lit and ss and everything, its impossible but i hope my bio will turn out good.
like probably an a and i'll consider seeing blood and organs as a career.
b is alright, c will be average and anything lower will be expected of me.
may i create a miracle and attempt the impossible. ge pi ah.

sometimes i really wish i was located somewhere else,
if i were in USA or europe that'll be marvellous.
there'll be so many things we can do together and so many things that i love.
asia is fine too actually, i dun mind being located in japan or korea, or taiwan (but then again maybe not)
i wish i were in aus too,then maybe my life would turn out much more different.
why here, why this system, why olevels.

one day i will migrate, soon i hope. but i'll have to leave behind all these great people.
i will travel around the world on backpack with the person i love the most,
i'll at least watch epl live once in my lifetime and spanish liga.
and i wanna watch world cup finals or semi live with my fav teams playing.
try all kinds of delicacies around the world and enjoy the peaceful life.

for now, i'm stuck here.
and all i can do is dream.
and wish that one day this will all come true.

the songs u send me really made me cry.
whyyy must u move awayyyyy :(
i know its not ur fault,
nao se preocupe, nao importa.
eu te amo,muito :)

melody,
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