Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i duno wad to say to u, i was really happy today coz u made my day.
then near the end of a perfect day u decide to ruin it again and make me miserable.
okay,maybe its partly me thats always taking stuff this manner, but i'm sure u know better.
tmr, we've supposed to go out, ur idea for once. then u decide to pang se me and give me some...
SHIT excuse that is so totally made up by dear u (like i dun know u better)
then later after getting me so angry and fed up u tell me its okay, we go out.
make up ur mind la. dun do this to me, if u jus wanna see me cry tell me, i can cry on the spot for u.
i've learnt the art of doing that a while ago and its not too difficult really.
i'm going to start mugging,and properly doing work, i'm so proud of myself.
urs truly wrote about half of her lit essay already and is already half through the work.
i understand that when i really want to do things, its really too quick! (the speed i do stuff i mean)
errors also alot more la, piang eh.
i prefer that we go to school and do productive things, too bad, i'm jus a ponner so uh.
history mock today i totally killed my part a, and thank god for me i decided not to study chap10 ystd.
and TOOT,(isweared) it decided to so coincidentally come out for sbq so i wrote shit contexual knowledge,
but i was lucky that the part i remembered came out as ONE essay question.
that can most likely save me like 1/4 IF i get it right.
this sucks.i know,sigh.
i love the chocolates u bought for me btw, they've really good.
hope they've not too expensive, i know u've saving money =)
results are freaking out tmr, and i'm so scared i'm shivering(like real).
my combined sci mcq, 23/40,screwed and i figured that i most probably didnt do well for chem.
guess why? coz i'm stupid down for compulsory consultation, wads there to consult if i got nth to consult.
=( i cried.
and i think i'm gonna cry loads more tmr when i get my shitty results. i study realy hard okay.
i'm not a closet mugger, i'm an open-closet-door mugger, just that
i probably dun look stressed out so ppl think i'm a slacker and thats f*cking unfair.
i will go pin up my hair, tie it up, wear my specs,alter back my skirt and get a tight fitting blouse.
then will ppl know that i'm actually working hard. sterotype.
ya urm, ... peace.
u're always making me empty promises,can u stop it?
i cant help but think that maybe , just maybe, its over u know?
sigh, i duno wad to think really.
melody,
{12:28 PM}
